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Sunday, January 15, 2006 9:24 PM
finally, i'm updating my blog. lols. was too tired and moodless to update liao. friday, came home quite late because everything ends late that day. so i did not do much and i was simply dead tired that i slept while watching tv shows which started at 1am. and i woke up at 6.30am seeing that the tv is still switched on. so i switched it off and went back to my room to sleep. and in the end, i was late for my CCA. sigh. saturday, the band practice was quite boring and i'm not happy about somethings. wells, all i want is to enjoy the music now, but is quite hard, because, the band does not have the passion and feelings that the ex seniors used to have. it's gone somewhere. lols. after band went to have lunch with ann, ruohan, afrah, lee hao, yu ding and andy[ann's brother]. Yu Ding and Lee Hao pangseh their group. wahaha. and worst, Lee Hao pangseh Melaine wor. tsk tsk tsk. bad seh. wahaha. was talking at mac till about 3plus. then afrah messed up my pencil case, and out she took, a ruler which has a name on it. but the english name is blur, so she saw FOO only. wahaha! and ruohan and afrah concluded that i have a crush on MR FOO. which is -.-'''then i was telling them, cannot anyhow take my wallet and handphone, because there's secret in it. and they were saying MR FOO's picture. and i was like, WHATEVER! it's not him, it's somebody else. wahaha. after which, i went home and SLEEP!!! can't imagine that i'm so tired, furthermore, my sister came down for don't know what reason. and i slept all the way til 5plus. and went out again. went to dhoby ghaut and on the way there, i said something that i should not say at all, I GAVE UP MY LIFE, AND I HANDED IT OVER TO THE LORD. i cannot endure anymore. there's a limit to how much we can tolerate. i guessed i had reached the maximum. however, that day, what Leonard preach impacted me. new year resolutions will not help much, because people tend to forget about it after three months or so. we should set goals using the SMARTER method.
>Specific- we should be more specific about our own goals. [how are we going to do this?]
>Measurable - within what we can do.
>Action plan - plan how are you going to achieve your goals.
>Realistic - we believe for the best and prepare for the worst.
>Time conscious - plan our time well. [when can we complete it?]
>Expectations management - sometimes, we need to lower our expectations. when we plan wrongly, we learn from the experience. however, we must not be flexible in VISIONS, DOCTRINES, CONVICTIONS. because it resulted in compromise. however, we can be flexible in METHODS, PLANS, ACTIONS.
>Revelations. - we may have plans, but God has the last word.
[if God put you in it, He will pull you through it.]
[if you fail to plan, you plan to fail]
[when you have HOPE,and when it does not happen, you tend to FEAR, and that's when FAITH cannot enter.] that's what i learnt from Leonard.
today's service was not that bad, i would feel the Presence of God and the desire to worship Him more. and i learnt something and i want to do something starting from today, i will pray and read the bible more.
5 works of the word.
>word of God gives us FAITH.
when the word of God enters your heart, you will do extraordinary things.
>word of God is our weapon.
the bible is not a book, it is a SWORD.
>word of God illuminates our minds
you can shine a beam of light, but not darkness.
darkness is the absence of light.
do not endure your Christianity, but enjoy it.
it is more important to have understanding then to have intelligence.
>word of God transformed our lives.
the word of God is a mirror. as much as u need a mirror everyday, you will need the word of God.
he who is slow to anger is better thatn the mighty, and he who rules his spirit is greater than he who takes the city.
>word of God cleanses us.
felt so strong in my heart, a spirit that i have to chase out. i will break the chain one day. and it will come by. REACH OUT TO THE LOWER SECONDARY! whee. nothing will change my attitude towards you. NEVER. oh no. just realised tomorrow got test, SIAN arhs. pray that i will not sleep arhs. sigh. going to study for my test liao. buais everyone, take care.